Post by Moonwhisker on Dec 9, 2016 3:00:08 GMT
Istare at the leaf as if it were a piece of prey and... POUNCE! I look proudly at my adopted father, Raventail, but he just shakes his head in disapproval. I look at the ground feeling the weight of his eyes weighing down on me. I walk over to my mother, Snowtail, and look to her for approval, but all I see is the regret in my mother's eyes for letting me into this world. For letting me be born! I finally walk over to my father, Iceheart, to see if he'd be proud of me, but I still see the regret in his eyes for being the one called my father. I don't understand... Why is it that every cat I know, every cat I've ever loved, doesn't feel the same way? My parents think I'm a disgrace and an embarrassment, and on top of that, when I was just an apprentice, my little brother was born. Yes, little Stonepaw was MY brother. Pa-lease! They act like he's something special! Why can't they act the same way about me?! My mother and father are no longer mates, and when I was still a kit that's when they started fighting and yelling! Now my adopted father, Raventail, has made me a half-sister to my little perfect brother! They completely ignore me! I'm your kit too! I lash my tail and stalk off into the forest. I see the handsome cat from Shadowclan there and I call out to him. His name is Thunderpelt, and my heart melts every time I think of him! I know it's not allowed but he is the only cat that I've ever truly loved! But I also know that he has a mate, and probably has no interest in me at all! His mate's name is, Frostflower. She is a very beautiful cat that deserves his love 10 times more than I do! She is absolutely drop-dead gorgeous and I'm well... not. I have short jet black fur with yellow eyes that just seem to glow. I have to admit that I am very shy and quiet. I'm also aggressive when I get too angry and I'm extremely sassy. Most of the cats say that I have an "attitude," and it's true! I have a serious attitude problem! But that doesn't stop my heart from loving other cats! I just wish some cat would love me the same way I love Thunderpelt! Sighs and turns back to the forest to leave.
